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Jas123 
It's hard to start the habit of journaling again after stopping for several months. They've been hard months. I've been stupid and self destructive with the gambling again.
I even deleted my former profile on this site because I was ashamed of how I had done well for 5 months and then blew it.
Rejoining now, I even considered starting with a new username but then I realized that would just be another lie and no way to start back in with building a support network.
I had such good friends and role models before and I am glad to already have a few of them back. I missed everyone.
Let's hope I'm older and wiser this go round at one day at a time.
