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I'm back.3:56....Wondering if anyone has read my entries? What did they think? Oh who gives a shit!! Why do I need validation for everything? …
Why don't the have a roaller coaster smiley for your how are you today mood. None those fit me cuz I am never in one of those categories for a …
One of my new friends I've recently made on here has suggested that I write down my thoughts for a day. So gonna give it a try. 1:30pm Tuesday …
My head that is. Before I was diagnosed with my disorder's I knew that I was probally an alcoholic but just thought that I was insecure and had …
Well today I am trying to gain some perspective on my life today. Trying to recenter my mind. I looked up the word and found a few possible …
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Hello, hope u have a good week. :)
I'm laughing, as I just read all the responses to ( the sufficient post ) and your conflict analogy seems so perfect to what you said ( hidden agendas {to ourselves} I have been thinking the exact same thing , how some of us on here are so crippled with just how you put it , and may need a new psyche evaluation} I hope mine is not to deep seeded Lol!!!! I must include myself....hope you dont think this to weird but I heard everything you were saying and got a good chuckle because you hit the mark with your res-ponces to me anyway from my vantage point. Alas none of it seemed to stick to ones who posted these things that seemed very objectionable to the rest of us
Thanks again,
Billy
Thank you !!!! For the agenda response I decided not to post the definition of agenda Lol!!!
Billy
I'm a recovering alcoholic who was having alot of trouble trying to pray and meditate because I could not shut my mind off. Was always in a great mood except when something triggered my ptsd or about every 3 weeks then I would hide in my house for a few days. Finally went to Dr about 8 monthes ago and now on lamictal and lithium. Doing much better when I take my meds right but you know us. Always finging ways not to.
I am recoving alcoholic with 3 plus years who knows you can never have too much support.
When I was a child I went through some pretty traumatic stuff with no support or healing. Because of this my psyc say I have chronic PTSD. I just thought I was worthless. ;)
I was sexually abused from 8 to 19 by family members. Have come a long way but have a long way to go.
Have not known about my bpd for very long and if you can believe it's driving me crazy.
example: Woke up this morning with all intentions of eating healthy. Had an egg before work. Then the obsession started. I had a sausag egg buiscuit. That by the way I was sneaking around with. Three or four cookies and a bag of popcorn before lunch. Then lunch and three mini candy bars. I had all intentions of eating healthy but the obsession one out and once I put in the phenomenon of craving is in full force. Yea I am definately a food addict!