trugothicfairy's Journal

well I have been trying to keep myself busy........talking to people on here has helped :)  just reading some of y'alls story has helped me too

I got my dog back.  he gave the dog back, he took it with him when he left but gave it back so I'm happy I got my dog........ it's wonders what having your dog back does for you.....I feel so much happier - I asked to keep him but he paid for him with his money even though 'Daisy' (that's her name) was got for me........I did the unthinkable and returned one of his many phone calls and asked for Daisy.........ok so I had to pay for her but I didn't mind really - of course it pissed me off to pay when he should have just given her back.....but I have her again!  I feel so much happier with her - she is a great dog - she's grown so much!  but she still remembers me and got lots of kisses and everything.........I was so scared to talk to him, was so scared to meet him........but no old feelings popped up or anything - so that was really good.  I wasn't sure how I would feel after not seeing him for a while.  He tried his old ways of talking to me but it didn't work - He was mad and got loud but I am not going to let what he says affect me.  I am not that person he says I am - I am strong and do not need him or his abuse any longer.