trugothicfairy's Journal

just sitting here and looking at profiles and sending some hugs out........just feeling down.  today I feel angry and I'm not sure why.  guess I should sleep more - that could be the problem.  I have not been sleeping that well the past couple of weeks and I guess it is finally catching up to me - making me cranky.........and thinking too negatively.......

how could I have been so fooled by someone?  how could I have been so stupid for so long with ex?  I know these are questions that really can't be answered - it was what it was.  I did learn from it so I guess that is the good part.  it did make me not trust people like I was.  I use to see life as something wonderful and that people were good.  some bad but mainly good - I didn't think I would know a bad person..........idk.....just rambling