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mommysgirl1015
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About Me
I come from a long line of abandonment,abuse,and trauma.i lost my only family my mother to a sudden heart attack at 23yrs she died in my arms i couldn't save her...my husband had a heart a heart attack a year later and almost lost him.he has M.P.D,,,ET.(a rare bone marrow disease which causes a blood disorder.hes all i have left and i take one day at a time.I try to deal with things as well as i can but i suffer from PTSD anxiety disorder and battle anorexia and weight issues.
I come from a long line of abandonment,abuse,and trauma.i lost my only family my mother to a sudden heart attack at 23yrs she died in my arms i couldn't save her...my husband had a heart a heart attack a year later and almost lost him.he has M.P.D,,,ET.(a rare bone marrow disease which causes a blood disorder.hes all i have left and i take one day at a time.I try to deal with things as well as i can but i suffer from PTSD anxiety disorder and battle anorexia and weight issues.
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I know what it is to loose family members and have a sick husban also and blind Mother. I care for and an older brother who had a stroke and in a wheel chair now in a Nursing center onlt 62 years I also lost my Father, Brother New York Fireman 26 years in. Time will heal but grieving always their.
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parentlost my only family my mommy when i was 23.she died in my arms of a sudden heart attack...i gave her cpr and watched her die.i was alone
Treatments
- Crying Somewhat Helpful
- been crying for over 2years
- Getting Angry Somewhat Helpful
- Grief Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- in counseling,hipnotherapy
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- some songs just remind me of her
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- i had my mommy's two cats the mother and son,,,i had to put the mother cat to sleep when my husband had a heart attack.
- Poetry Somewhat Helpful
- i write letters to my mother all the time .I tell her my problems ask her questions and tell her whats going on in my life and how much i miss her.
- Prayer Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- Remembering Not Working
- i want to forget her diying....i never want to forget her
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- i keep a albem of picturs of her and go thru them often
- Support from Friends & Family Not Working
- no family
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Time Not Working
- it never goes away,,,,its like it happend yesterday.
Close Heart Attack
my mother died of a sudden heart attack at 57 ....my husband had a heart attack at 32....i am only 25
Open Anxiety
sever panic attacks.violent ones
Treatments
- Meditation Working / Worked
- yoga,palates
- Xanax Working / Worked
- scared cuz my dose keeps getting bumped up up to 8 mg a day just to have a normal life
