Ninnie22's Journal

I'm a little better today. I'm realizing how much of my life was spent trying to make Him happy. I ran into an old friend from high school today, she told me she didn't like Him because whenever she saw me out she felt like she couldn't talk to me without Him getting in the middle. I feel so silly. I wonder how many people held their tounges. I wonder how many warnings I ignored. At least I'm making money that goes where I want it to now. Thats a great thing!

I get to try and pick up the rest of my stuff tomorrow. I hope he doesnt give me a hard time. But its just stuff right? The most important part is that I got out relativly sane and without more physical harm. I'm also really glad we didn't have kids together, but I feel bad for the kids he has. I will miss them very much.