I feel so crazy
November 15, 2009 2:18pm
I think that I've lost it. I am actually scared of myself. Of what I'll do. I am so up and down, and thinking about suicide at least a couple …
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hr288 wrote a journal entry: I feel so crazy 2:18pm
I think that I've lost it. I am actually scared of myself. Of what I'll do. I am so up and down,…
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Last Week
November 14, 2009 6:19pm
Last week I was asked to read something in class. I got scared as I usually do, but as I was reading it out loud, I just told myself that I'm ok …
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i don't wanna get up
November 5, 2009 9:08am
I hate mornings where I wake up and I'm not excited for anything. I wish I could stay in bed all day. I really wanna cut right now. I almost wish …
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Journal Entry for November 4, 2009
November 4, 2009 8:08pm
I shared something with everyone in class that I had caught onto in what we were reading. Its something little, but, still its progress:)
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jogging
November 4, 2009 8:14am
I just got back from running for twenty minutes. Its not that much but its a start for me. I got 1 and 8/10 of a mile in. I had to keep telling …
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Close Self-Injury
I am a cutter
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- I like it because my therapist understands me and isn't very judgemental. It is a good way to keep track of my progress. I can tell her anything and it is completely confidential.
- Talking Too Soon to Tell
- I sometimes try to talk about it, but my family and friends wouldn't/don't understand. Some people don't know how to react or they get mad or hurt, so i don't do this that often.
- Running Somewhat Helpful
- If I can run I try to but sometimes I still feel like cutting after. But it is a stress reliever. You can run as fast and as long as you want until all of the frustrations go away
Close Depression - Teen
I have depression
Treatments
- Art Somewhat Helpful
- I like to paint and sometimes draw. I'm not an amazing artist though. A lot of what I draw may be disturbing to others but it helps me to show how I feel.
- Celexa Working / Worked
- It has helped. I am a lot better at school now, and I feel mostly like I can get through my days. Although I still have those low points. One side effect that I've been having is a lot of bruising.
- Music Too Soon to Tell
- when i'm depressed, the only thing that I feel like listening to are depressing songs, but i guess it makes me feel a little better to have something in the same mood that I am.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- Sometimes this helps cuz my dog is always so happy and loving, and she'll never leave.
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- When I'm depressed, it makes me feel worse to tell myself or have others tell me to look on the bright side, cuz i'm not on the bright side and i'm not gonna glance over to it because it will hurt me.
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- It allows me to have a place to vent and to help me figure out some things
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- I can only go to some people for help. Some are to fragile and would get hurt or confused.
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- When I can't talk to anyone, this helps me sort out my feelings and to be able to express them a little more clearly.
Open Bereavement - Teens
I had a brother that killed himself
Treatments
- Remembering Too Soon to Tell
- I love to think about him, but i always end up in tears.
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
I've attempted suicide
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- My therapist is helping me. I still feel suicidal at times though.
Open Prescription Drug Abuse
I abuse prescription drugs
Treatments
- Residential Treatment Center Too Soon to Tell
- I see a counselor for it, but its not making me stop
Open High School Stress
I sometimes have a hard time in high school.
Open Loneliness
I often feel lonely
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