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Punksmom 
3:03pm, November 20, 2009
Today is not such a good day. Was unable to sleep last night cuz of pain and Work today is challenging to say the least. I feel alone and sad and depressed right now. I know my family cares about me but I also know that they don't understand. And that the pain I am in is hard to explain. I feel like they think I am a big baby and that I over exaggerate the fact that I can't move my arm because everytime I do there is the feeling of fire. I feel embarrassed and ashamed of myself and want to hide in bed all day and not come out. But I know that my family and friends count on me and am unable to feel sorry for myself. Or take time off to heal a bit. On to the next chore!
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I know how you feel, I feel bad for having it and like I should be able to deal with it better or something, but then I think of what it would be like to walk around without it and I try to go a little easier on myself.
jj44