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Michelle578 
4:19pm, November 16, 2009
Since I found out my H has been having cyber relationships and confronted him about it I have been trying really hard to make my marrige better. I've been going out of my way to do little things to let him know I love him and am thinking about him. I've been trying really hard and it hurts so much and makes me angry and bitter when I find adult websites on the computer that he has visited. Why bother trying if he isn't going to change? I don't know what to do b/c we have 3 kids that this is going to affect. I feel ilke I'm going crazy and I feel like I'm dying on the inside. He's killing me by doing what he's doing. I am scared to leave b/c of what it will do to my kids. And I'm afraid of being on my own. Does that make me weak and a coward?
