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marly911 
This is my first journal entry and I don't know what to say. I know I have strenght to keep moving forward but it is very hard. Today I woke up and feel sad, tired and lack of appetitie. It shouldn't be this hard but when the one you love whom is your best friend is taken away from you it feels like a death of some sort. This is new to me and I feel so lost and helpless. I will trust and God and know where my blessings come from. Uughhh I cry as I write this entry because it hurts so bad. Why me? Why my daughter? Why my husband, just why, why, why. I know things will get better but when? I can't continue now because of all the emotions, just want to cry. I hope today gets better as it is extremely hard now.
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slc123
Thanks Sic for the kind words. It is nice to know that I am not alone. Today is a better day. It is not a perfect day but I am handling it okay today. I had to get out the house to clear my mind. I am back home and still trying to cope. I have given this situation to God because it is beyond my comprehension. I find peace knowing that God and Jesus is walking with me and handling the situtation. I hope all find peace.
marly911