WHY I CAN'T FORGIVE
November 25, 2009 7:58am
IT'S BEEN 5 1/2 WEEKS SINCE I LEFT AND I'M FEELING WORSE THAN EVER. NO HOME, NO MONEY, NO JOB, IN A STRANGE NEW CITY/STATE, LIVING WITH …
captiva4me4
8:10am, November 2, 2009
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About Me
captiva4me4
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About Me
Just trying to make it through each day right now. I had to leave everything behind to move to a new state where I've been for 2 weeks now. Trying to find a job in the retail management industry. I have been working for a national pharmacy chain.
Just trying to make it through each day right now. I had to leave everything behind to move to a new state where I've been for 2 weeks now. Trying to find a job in the retail management industry. I have been working for a national pharmacy chain.
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Interests
I like to cook, garden, read, watch movies, play word games on my favorite computer game site, eat out, go shopping (if I had money), travel, play cards, go to the theater, ballet, symphony, listen to music
I like to cook, garden, read, watch movies, play word games on my favorite computer game site, eat out,
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Recent Activity
Recently:
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5 discussion posts, 4 hugs received, 4 hugs given, 1 journal post
Yesterday
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captiva4me4 gave mysteryman73 a funny face 10:04am
Been a rough week with the holidays, etc. Hope you have a nice Thanksgiving!…
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captiva4me4 and asadheart are now friends 10:03am
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captiva4me4 wrote a discussion post in the Breakups & Divorce support group: THOUGHTS GO OUT TO MILITARY PERSONNEL, FAMILY & 10:03am
FRIENDS.... I just want to wish all military personnel, their family and friends during this Thanksgiving…
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captiva4me4 wrote a discussion post in the Breakups & Divorce support group: THOUGHTS GO OUT TO MILITARY PERSONNEL, FAMILY & 10:01am
FRIENDS.... I just want to wish all military personnel, their family and friends during this Thanksgiving…
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captiva4me4 wrote a journal entry: WHY I CAN'T FORGIVE 7:58am
IT'S BEEN 5 1/2 WEEKS SINCE I LEFT AND I'M FEELING WORSE THAN EVER. NO HOME, NO MONEY, NO JOB,…
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Journal
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Wish My Mind Would Just Stop
November 12, 2009 6:08am
I am just so tired of thinking about him and us and what has happened every moment of every day! From the second I wake up, until I go to sleep …
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MY POSITIVE MOVE FORWARD FOR THE DAY
November 2, 2009 12:20pm
I deleted the social network site I put up about him today! It was just sucking me into "getting even" which just will never happen.
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TRYING TO MOVE ON
November 2, 2009 12:17pm
Well, its been 2 weeks since I left my home and everything else. I still feel shattered, in shock, angry, resentful, miserable.....lots of …
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THE STORY
November 2, 2009 11:31am
Well my ex is a lying, cheating, workaholic, alcoholic, porn addicted, self-absorbed guy only interested in himself and never having any …
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Hugbook
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mine is ok
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Hug
My stbx was a porn addict too. I feel so betrayed.
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Hug
everthing ok I noticed you were in a bad mood
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ty so much for understanding ... in time i KNOW i will be thankful... wounds just still to fresh for all of us :)
Thanks
Thanks for the comments ... they meant a lot. I hope you find a little more peace every day.
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
End of 10 year relationship. Lost everything - the adult children that lived there; my home, all of my money, 60% of what was in the house; my lifestyle, my job and at this point my mind.
Treatments
- Leave Too Soon to Tell
- I knew I had to leave the state because I was shattered and a mess. It was an excruciating time but I did it. I've been gone 2 weeks now and I am still having a VERY difficult time.
- Talking Not Working
- Everyone wants me to just forget him and move on! It isn't that easy at all - 10 years is a long time and none of what has happened was really my idea.
Close Healthy Relationships
Working through the end of a 10 year relationship. Thought this group might help in my recovery process.
Treatments
