i am an artist. i love to write and paint. music is my only salvation and my friends are my home. my heart is a box of sand and i look forward to everyday because i can escape the mistakes that i have made previously.
i am an artist. i love to write and paint. music is my only salvation and my friends are my home. my heart is a box of sand and i look forward to everyday because i can escape the mistakes that i have made previously.
~~MUSIC~~SPORTS~~ART~~WRITING~~FRIENDS~~FAMILY~~
~~MUSIC~~SPORTS~~ART~~WRITING~~FRIENDS~~FAMILY~~
October 30, 2009 11:15pm
wondering why after i tried to make things okay, he has to do this again, he knows that i will always love him like i will never love anyone. but …
October 30, 2009 5:56pm
when realizing that u live in a hole, away from the world, u realize that the people that u would count on to make u feel better actually dont exist. …
August 12, 2008 10:12pm
today, wait, this morning, i was having a dreamthat i really wanted to finish when the fone rang....it was a stupid call. i was thinking all day …
April 1, 2008 12:08am
new days. new love. my life is looking up. i took ur advice and was careful. then i met this amazing guy...........i feel great but i kno i dont NEED …
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thanks ... I needed that :)
so glad to hear from you. have missed you greatly. i need ds to. i think we need eachother. hope all is well. we will be moving nov. 24th and 25th and celebrating thanksgiving in our new home. overwhelmed but hanging on. thankful for dear friends like you. take care.
Oh I'm around. How are you, dear?
sending hugs and smiles hope yur having a wonderful week.
its been awhile since i chatted with you how goes life, are ya still playing yur guitar, how were the holidayss,, do anything fun with the family, i wish you good happiness, and all the best, here is some sunshine to brighten up yur day.
i have been bipolar all my life but i am afraid of the medications they will give me for theh thouhgts i have. i am okay with it, im just afraid of the meds.
Depression has ruined my live and caused me to be labeled as impulsive and suicidal.
Stepdads ruin lives. 7 years strait abuse and no help. my family is all disabled except for me. life sux.
Stepdad.
my mother has been merried twice and relationships are hard for me to accomplish.
im a foster kid.
im on a journey to figure out what it is that i want. males seem to hurt me too much and i dnt get along woth very many girls. mayb im looking for the wrong kinds of relationships on both ends. we'll c. my journey has some long miles to go.
im on meds for MPD and im not sure i like to control it. i like feeling that i have no control. it's one thing to feel in control and it's another to be medicated for rediculous reasons.
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putting a relationship behind me and trying to avoid things that would make life moving on harder
