Doing a little better in some ways. staying out of places I don't need to be. like off others myspace page. no more allowing anyone to hurt me with harmful words. it feels rather good to be more in control. may still not be where I want to be, but in control of one thing feels pretty good.
Doing a little better in some ways. staying out of places I don't need to be. like off others myspace page. no more allowing anyone to hurt me with harmful words. it feels rather good to be more in control. may still not be where I want to be, but in control of one thing feels pretty good.
MY CHILDREN, MOTHER , MY FRIENDS AND MY BABY BICHONS. WHEN THEY ARE GONE, I AM FINISHED.... THIS IS A FACT. I CAN'T MAKE IT WITHOUT MY HEIDI, HALEY AND BAILEY. I FEEL I GAVE BIRTH TO EACH OF THEM. NO ONE HAS EVER LOVED ME AS THEY DO. NOT EVEN MY FAMILY...
MY CHILDREN, MOTHER , MY FRIENDS AND MY BABY BICHONS. WHEN THEY ARE GONE, I AM FINISHED.... THIS IS A
November 9, 2009 7:54am
got up early this morning to post this entry. my sister Myra died 10 years ago today. she took her life due to depression. she was so beautiful and …
I'm not a defenseless child anymore; if he tried any of that again I would kill him without a second thought. If I have children, he will never see them. I will protect them from him and anyone like him- and I hope him loosing his other child as well will make him feel very alone. Thank you for your love and support as always :]!
Once I have a career I will be on my own two feet and there will be no reason not to go back to the hostile way I used to treat him. Its only a few more years, and I won't see him a lot in that time. I just have to be strong until then. I love you, thank you for your advise on my post. xoxo
:] Thank you
You too Blonde...get some rest..then go out and have a kick ass time!..you deserve it hon.....xoxoxoxoxoxo Haiku
awww, good morning and thank you for that hug... means so much to me.... : ) always keep your faith in god...........be happy, god loves you... and you have a good weekend......... : ) love ya...hxhx
I was married twenty five years to the love of my life. I thought we had a wonderful marriage and then he has his affair. I caught him in a motel with another woman. Ii just killed me. I then met another man and we have been together the last sixteen years. He ended up doing the same thing. It has left me feeling empty and afraid to try again.
Twenty five years of a marriage that ended in divorce. Another long term relationship that ended with his cheating. My daughter is on drugs. I have a lot of depression. Trying to overcome just one day at a time.
