4 days and counting................
November 6, 2009 9:15am
Last night marked 3 nights without Josh! seems longer.............. I am surprising myself though with my strength, I thought I would be a crying …
Darci09 
11:28pm, November 10, 2009
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About Me
Darci09
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About Me
My name is darci, I live in Fort worth, Texas however I am a native californian! I have been in Texas almost 3 years now. I have an 18 year old son Named Cody who decided Cali was his home and elected to pursue his life there, I miss him greatly! I also have a 17 year old son named Brandon who thinks hes 30 and lives on his own, quite sucsessfully in a nearby town. ( miss him too)!!!! My empty nest consists of myself and the love of my life, Josh! He is an addict so life can be quite a ride as I do no drugs or drink but my hope is, the future is bright and my love and strength will carry us through the tough spots. More on that in my journal so I look forward to meeting new friends and life boats in the storms of life! I am a great listener with huge shoulders so feel free to send a message and lets share!!! By profession I am an Alzheimers disease specialist and my passion has always been brightening the lives of the elderly!
My name is darci, I live in Fort worth, Texas however I am a native californian! I have been in Texas almost 3 years now. I have an 18 year old son Named Cody who decided Cali was his home and elected to pursue his life there, I miss him greatly! I also have a 17 year old son named Brandon who thinks hes 30 and lives on his own, quite sucsessfully in a nearby town. ( miss him too)!!!! My empty nest consists of myself and the love of my life, Josh! He is an addict so life can be quite a ride as I
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Bingo! Online gaming! I have a very silly hobby that keeps me quite busy, lol, I subscribe to several "free by mail" sites and love to run to the mail box every day to see if I have goodies!!!! hehe!!!
Bingo! Online gaming! I have a very silly hobby that keeps me quite busy, lol, I subscribe to several
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Long, lonley night
November 4, 2009 8:17am
Well, I lay awake from midnight to 4 am trying to sleep! I am such a baby!!! A major part of our relationship is the sleeping together, cuddling and …
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Fall seven times, stand up 8!!!
November 3, 2009 1:44pm
Well, Yesterday was so great!! Spent the day with Josh just being lazy and enjoying eachother! we walked down to a corral and fed carrots to the …
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I"m keeping busy as well. The kids go to their fathers this weekend so I plan on painting the doors & baseboards in my house.
The divorce filing will be in the paper in my tiny town tomorrow, I hate that...why do they have to print it in the paper???? There are so many tell bearers in this small town.
Take care Darci & try to have a good weekend!-
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Thanks Darci for your encouraging words. It seems we have both heard the exact same excuses. My stbx had actually resorted to blaming our children for missing money. So sad. If love was enough he would have been healed a long time ago. I pray you find peace with your decision with Josh, I know it is not easy. I do have peace in my heart right now, I know 100% that it was the correct step to take and the right time to do it. I think I have finally realized that I have truly done everything I can to help him. Looking back I also now realize that I was only enabling him by always catching him. Now his parents are being the enablers.
I am from Indiana :)
Thanks for your email info...I'm abbylukenlaura@gamil.com 
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Hi: There are so many of us with silmilar dilema! Check out Codependency group for great insight s and people to connect with. I just broke up with a marijuana addict as did many other women on the Code sight. Good Luck! Peg
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