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russ54
Male, 56, La Crosse, WI
"The world does not evolve around old men On SSI..."
6:58am, September 8, 2009
Finding that inter Strenght... Mood
Monday, July 27, 2009

When I look around today....

I see Peoples dreams  eroding away..

I see homes sitting empty...

A Void where hopes and Dreams .....

Once Dwelled...

.....

When I look around today...

I see Peoples eyes filled with doubt...

I see souls with nothing to cling too...

A Void  where Hopes and dreams ...

Once Dwelled....

.....

When I look around today...

I  see Pain and Fear  tearing the World apart..

I  see War and the Horror without End...

A Void  where Hopes and Dreams ...

Cannot  Dwell...

.....

When I Look in the Mirror Today...

I see a reflection of a Man I don't really Know...

I see Pain and  Doubt,  Fear and Uncertainty...

I  See A Void,  where......

No Dreams Now Dwell...

.....

When I look Around Today...

I have to wonder...

Why  haven't  You givin up on Me...

Why with all my faults and lack of effort..

You still Hold out your Holy Spirit so that I Don't Fall...

....

So When I look around Today...

I wonder How can I just give up...

When my Creator doesn't give up on me...

When I so undeserving a servant..

Is without Void....

....

When Even tho I can not understand ...

The World around Me....

When I see the Pain, the Horror, and become filled with Doubt...

You Cradle my Soul, within your Holy Spirit ...

And  Whisper.....

......

Have Strenght...

........

Best Wishes...All.... Amen...

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Comments

  1. russ54

    This just kinda jumped out...
    sometimes I get confused... I want to just give up...and I wonder why ...I'm rooted in a firm knowledge of God..my steadfast solid foundation that I stand upon... I'm not A Good Servant...Yet God doesnot give Up on me... So I feel that give me the Strenght to carry thru One more Day...one day at A time... russ


    russ54

  2. sunshine521

    I enjoyed this journal...thanks for posting! I think we all can feel like that at times. God isn't going to give up on you, as you haven't given up on him...so I am happy to see that keeps you going and gives you the strength to do so. One day at a time is all you can do....


    sunshine521

  3. deleigh

    You Russ are one of Gods greatest creations! You have the biggest heart of any man I know. You pick me up when I am feeling down. You made me realize if you can go on...so can I!


    deleigh

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