i just moved to south texas. i …
i just moved to south texas. i had high hopes of starting a new life here. since my arrival here, i havent met anyone …
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russ54 
6:58am, September 8, 2009
Okay, so my 18 yr old to laid off....just chapps my hidd...now Im kinda depresseed and eatin more...
Why is it everytime things go down hill I gotta start eatin like a pig... Okay so I'm still usin the small bowl... but I ate three bowls of chilli for dinner...
Well it was yummy,low in sodium and fat....had chilli peppers grown in my back yard...
I make my own chilli from scratch... some this some dat.... more this....nore dat... but hey...
I'm feelin the weathere these days.... kickin my pontiac butt someting ferious..... ouch.....
Trying to live on 700 dollars a month for two men is just plain tuff...
I feel like i been shot at an hit.. chit at and hit.... must be my ex singin that number one county song... I MISS YA DARLIN, HOLD STILL WHILE I RELOAD...LOL
My son ask me if I ever made any real money, told him well yeah... but it wasn't any good lol... must of been my picture on the fity dollar bill lol....he ask who was on the hundred i told him his mama hehehehe... okay so I'm teasin...
I need some joy in my life... my son borrowed my van... now I gotta find a way to the doctors a ppointment I have tommorrow... dang why do I forget so much...
every question someone ask me these days seem like a pop quiz....
whats ya birthday ohhhh... where ya live...my mind just goes blank for a second or too....
then my kid he wants me to spelll joint... i told him i knew how to roll a joint not spell it..... he didn't get it lol... me I'm an old hippie just tryin to adjust...no don't smoke pot no more... them smokin days or over...
back in the 70's when it was cool to smoke I made spegetti with an ounce once... heck had the munchies before i finished supper lol....
dang sure did some stupid chit when I was young... enjoyed everyminute of it too... just wondering around behind the little animals.... ya'll come back now ya hear....
Well since i'm most like just talkin to myself.... Hi you...
best wishes and many blessing russ
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I always enjoy your journals and have missed them! Now just gotta get my rear back here more often or often as possible. Sorry to read some of this but you keep on hanging in there , it does get tough and don't see how it gets done sometimes but it always seems to so keep on keepin on my friend until you find that joy you deserve!Hope that depression lifts soon! Also hope you get yourself to that doctors appt! Take care of you!! Hope you have a better day!
Hugs to you! :)
sunshine521
WI weather sucks at this time of year when it can't make up it's mind if it's going to rain and be cold out or just be cold or just rain. Anyway, they all suck. Feeling your pain, oh no that's my pain!!! LOL
Take care!!
((((Cuddle)))))) (((((Cuddle))))))
~~Faye~~
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