i just moved to south texas. i …
i just moved to south texas. i had high hopes of starting a new life here. since my arrival here, i havent met anyone …
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russ54 
6:58am, September 8, 2009
Well all things being equal, (yeah rite) I've managed to cause a mess as always.
See when I got back online I couldn't acess my old account couldn't find the pass word.
I'd like to blame the pain, cause last couple days have been a haze of confusion and just plain ole uncertainty.... I've got such a messed up sense of directions lately...
In real world here, I write letters. to friends and since most my friends are like hundred of miles away, some even on the other side of this planet.
It aint like I can run out and get a hug when I need on..
So I depend on my friends here on DailyStrenght for keepin me from going insane....
I know I'm not alone, but hey it's still lonely....
In the past eight years everytime I've reached out to have somekind of human contact, I get rejected cause I'm not up to standards of this old world that has completely gone stark ravin Mad as for as I'm concern.
No one seem to look for Love.
Everyone seems to have some kind of agenda about how a Man should be, Me I don't fit into any of the above,
I need all the friends I can make....
I still need that one very special someone to be in my life...
Some one here I can put my arms around, share life with and feel like once again I am part of something special....
I'm tired of livin a dream, It's time for my dreams to come true. I try to be true to my friends, I don't stabb em in the back or try to take advantage of them....
I don't feel like I should be limited to how many friends I can have....
I guess when It's all said and done, I'm here for selfish reasons....
I'm only in it for the Love.....
russ
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Russ, you have always been one of the nicest and kindest men I know so if that makes you not fit in I say good for you! You have so many great qualities as I have been fortunate to see them during our long friendship. I think we are all lonely in our own way but don't let your disabilities make you feel less of a man because you definitley are NOT!! Of course I am one of your biggest fans so I might tend to be partial LOL! So very glad you're back!!! Love always, Dale xxxx
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Russ, while you were gone I really missed you. You let me know that all men shouldn't be lumped together. You have what my son has a very soft heart and because of it, you two tend to get hurt more often or at least bruised. That is not a bad thing, that is a good thing for women because you don't think of yourself first. You are actually capable and do think of those you love first and yourself last. Thank God for men like you!!!
Take care, my friend and stop beating yourself up!!
~~Faye~~
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