RainiDaze's Journal

There is nothing that can be done. He doesn't understand so he can't be genuine. He can only survive.

I can only hope that when he finds himself, he will love me. But he still just doesn't get that he CAN'T love me if he doesn't know what it is. I shouldn't have to argue about whether I feel his love. I shouldn't have to hate him for him to show me something.

It has been manipulative and I cannot break away. I hate it. He may not ever change. But right now, I HAVE TO. to save myself.