deci's Journal

just cannot seem to get going today...makes me spiral out of control when i cannot accomplish anything...very frustrating...

then before you know it the day is gone, nothing got done, still in your pj's and then the kids are home from school again and whooooosh, there went the day with nothing to show for it.

keep thinking it would be great to exercise and mayabe help the energy level...but then i feel more wiped out than i did before the thought of exercising or actually exercising for real...

what a drag......

i hate this up and down stuff

i never wake up refreshed... i keep thinking "tomorrow" will be the day...and then that day of refreshment never comes.......ick...

what a roller coaster........blah blah blah