amyjos's Journal

 I haven't been on to write about my success..because there was none. I gave up just a day after I started. I don't have a clue how I'm going to do this. Other than try, try again, I've got nothing. I'm seriously lacking in the self discipline department, obviously. And I can't motivate myself to do other things. This is so hard. Why can't I just make up my mind to do it? I'm having one right now and then I'm going to try again. I really do want to..I just hope it's bad enough this time.