New day
November 14, 2009 10:34am
Wow, what a difference a sleep makes with depression. Tired and Sleep deprived for a few days is a bad combination.
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Goal End Date is Nov 30, 09 8 more days.
bgig1965
5:08pm, November 12, 2009
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About Me
bgig1965
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About Me
I have been divorced for 3 years, separated for 4. I have 22 year old step daughter, 18 month grand daughter and a 12 year old son. The downward spiral of my life started when my wife had been "man handled" and bruised by her boyfriend, came home, picked a fight and then told the police it was me. I have depression and anxiety. I turned to gambling and now have financial problems as well. I don't support system at home. My mom is korean and really doesn't understand what I am going through. She complains I don't tell her anything, but when I do, she sits there and worries for hours. Then she calls me and is angry because she does not know what to do. So I just stop telling her things. My kids, I try to not let them see. My current girlfriend, her first response is "are you taking your meds"? She says things will be ok, and when she has a little stress or a she has no money, she goes into a tizzie. She was sued for $1000 and she panicked. Hell I have only been sued for $100, 000 in CC debt, but when I panick I must have forgotten to take my meds. So no support. I work as a bank manager, so can't let the boss know, could mean my job, then no paycheck. That is me lately.
I have been divorced for 3 years, separated for 4. I have 22 year old step daughter, 18 month grand daughter and a 12 year old son. The downward spiral of my life started when my wife had been "man handled" and bruised by her boyfriend, came home, picked a fight and then told the police it was me. I have depression and anxiety. I turned to gambling and now have financial problems as well. I don't support system at home. My mom is korean and really doesn't understand what I am going through. She complains
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Interests
My main goal is to be able to change my "about me" to something that sounds positive.
My main goal is to be able to change my "about me" to something that sounds positive.
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Recent Activity
November 14
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bgig1965 wrote a journal entry: New day 10:34am
Wow, what a difference a sleep makes with depression. Tired and Sleep deprived for a few days is a bad…
November 13
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bgig1965 wrote a journal entry: why 10:16pm
Why when things get better something has to screw it up. I know I screwed up a lot in my life, but I…
November 12
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bgig1965 updated their status 5:08pm
just confused and a little down. 3 attorneys 3 different answers.…
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bgig1965 wrote a discussion post in the Financial Challenges support group: Which Attorney is Right 5:06pm
Help!!!!! I have a question and situation that I have gotten multiple answers and I don't know who is…
November 9
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Journal
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why
November 13, 2009 10:16pm
Why when things get better something has to screw it up. I know I screwed up a lot in my life, but I am trying to make things better, but whatever I …
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Meeting
November 6, 2009 11:33pm
Ok, I found a GA group meeting tomorrow. I have never been good at going to things by myself, so I admit I am a bit scared. If I …
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I dont know what to do
November 5, 2009 1:24am
I am losing it, I really don't know what to do. When ever things seem to get better or looks like there is a chance, it goes to hell again, …
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Relapse
November 4, 2009 12:26am
Well I had a relapse. Why can't I control myself. I was actually going to be ok, I think. I can still be ok, but the girlfriend …
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Prayer
Read your JE --- Glad to hear that your taking some steps in a different direction. Here's a extra prayer for you!!!
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Close Depression
suffering from chronic depression.
Treatments
- Wellbutrin Somewhat Helpful
- I still have bad moments.
Close Gambling Addiction & Recovery
ruining my life from the gambling. In Financial trouble and getting worse. Called GA once, left message, they never called back.
Open Mortgages & Foreclosures
I am having trouble with my mortgage and scared to death.
Open Financial Challenges
I want to file bankruptcy, but things are preventing me from doing so. I feel really weighted down.
Treatments
- Budgeting Somewhat Helpful
- Debt Consolidation Not Working
- cant do it, payments are still to high
- Earn Money Somewhat Helpful
- I finally got a job with a salary and not commissions.
- Filing for Bankruptcy Not Working
- wish I could
Open Anxiety
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