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AMPelzer 
7:29pm, November 7, 2009
To begin, I am a BS in Computer Science '08 . I believe in the supernatural and in GOD but I am not specifically in any religion. On a spiritual level I am sensitive to my surroundings and have had weird encounters that not many would ever believe since I was a child. Currently, I am unemployed due to our bad economic situation and am just trying to find something that I can at least get by in.
I have been in a relationship for 7 years. We broke up in the middle of September for we were having many problems and always arguing (old record starts playing). Shortly after we broke up she was introduced to a friend in which they felt they have known each other there whole life. I met him and introduced myself when I was getting my belongings from her apartment and through a handshake I knew there was a connection between them even though they only knew each other for only a week. Male intuition or inner voice, I'll never know the answer. Her and I agreed to be friends for we did not want to throw 7 years away when we can try to transform it into a friendship. We know it wouldn't be easy but I had hope that by keeping in touch that when we finally got our lives settled that we could just be together but things are never as easy as one would think. God laughs at those who makes plans.
Second week after our breakup I started feeling things that I couldn't understand why I felt them and then I spoke to her about it these were things that she was going through. The friend that she met, she was developing feelings for him in such a short amount of time. She didn't want another relationship, and she just wanted to focus on herself; that's what she told me but I felt that it would not be so. They were talking, texting, hanging, or messaging each other constantly. Even though I did not contact or see her, I felt her attraction for him and it pained me moreso. I don't know why this connection came about at such a time but things she did not tell me I already knew. I wish I didn't for it would have made things much easier bear.
