I dont know
November 17, 2009 10:55pm
I just wander thru life wishing I could be the person I once was. I remember being happy being in love. The older you get the more you start to …
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totallyconfussed
9:53pm Saturday
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About Me
totallyconfussed
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About Me
dated guys in school/ married in mid twenties/ now have kids/divorced 2 years ago/dating guy again. now you know why the username! also sexually molested as child by friend of family which led to excessive drinking. if that isnt screwed up enough im a christian( or at least i think i still am)
dated guys in school/ married in mid twenties/ now have kids/divorced 2 years ago/dating guy again. now you know why the username! also sexually molested as child by friend of family which led to excessive drinking. if that isnt screwed up enough im a christian( or at least i think i still am)
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Interests
lonliness has stolen all in interest
lonliness has stolen all in interest
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21 hugs given, 11 hugs received, 2 journal comments, 1 journal post
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totallyconfussed and ajr are now friends 9:16pm
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totallyconfussed gave tim2218 a hug 11:55am
hmm so so today kinda of miss my boyfriend i really ahte holidays lol…
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totallyconfussed gave kimasw a hug 11:52am
yea it is space needle in seattle i love that place. currently im in SC till april when I move back to…
Saturday
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totallyconfussed and lycesq are now friends 10:39pm
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totallyconfussed gave Logan2009 a hug 10:14pm
hi, just looking for friends who understand how i feel…
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hospitals suck
November 5, 2009 6:42pm
just spent a day in the hospital. CT scans/ ultra sounds/ blood tests and on and on and on whew! Hope the meds work tired of feeling like vomiting …
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wrong
October 25, 2009 7:19pm
ive become addicted to perscription drugs and frankly dont care. without the vicocdon, tramodol, klonopin wouldnt be able to get out of bed
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whats the use
October 25, 2009 3:09pm
I left the site for while and now im back. dont know if it will matter or not. the darkness and pain inside just never goes away. the only way i can …
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I’m With You
sorry i haven't been here much. sadness makes it hard for me to do much. thanks for ur comment about my loss...will message you snd so pray you feel better.
[[[x]]] janis-
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thanks for asking. It's been a problem about the last few years, just getting a little worse. Sorta freaked me out, but I'm in a better frame of mind now. How have you been?
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And a big one back to you!
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Forgot to add that I too suffer from the same with CFS. Not fun! I hope living in a warmer climate helps you with that! - Kim
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Hi- I think we were as well. I left for a while as well. I am doing OK. Bit of a long story! Very envious that you live in Hawaii. I hate cold weather. I live in MN these days. I think your avi is a photo of the space needle in Seattle? Excellent! I have a lot of history there as well. Hope these days find you doing well.- Kim
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Support Groups
Close Family Issues
not much family ties loner most of time. married for while not right thing to do when you are gay now im really messed up
Treatments
- Family Therapy Considering
- waste of money
- Music Working / Worked
- when im not to depressed to listen to it it helps
- Talking Working / Worked
- hate it
- Writing Not Working
Close Gay Men's Challenges
I dont know
Open Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
feel like all life is gone out of my body by evening
Treatments
- DHEA Working / Worked
- dont know
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- keeps depression under control
- Pain Management Clinic Working / Worked
- injections help some
