LizAlbany's Journal

Is it the writing ? I do not know : the fact is, I am feeling better. A lot better. Detached.

Still, no news from JM my older son. Loud silence, after I just reminded them that they had promised to come and visit us in september.. hello ??  His wife sent a e-mail " we are sooo busy .. we spent our august month vacation in my parents, in Corsica ... Now, we have to come back to work .." Hello- o- o ?? they  can spent a whole month in Corsica, and they cannot spent a WEEK, with us ??

I  ( as the perfect idiot I am ) bought a little stuffed animal for T ( grandson, 4 Y-old) last sunday. Now, I am thinking about sending it to them, without anything more : it will be my "sign" telling them " hello, I am still ALIVE .... "

The others, ( K & E) have moved, and K is calling me ALMOST EVERYDAY, I am wondering why ?  does him need me ? needs to know what we are going to do for the holidays ? Needs to come back into our lives ?  why ? why ? why ?

Somebody, years ago, said that we can divorced from our partners, but we cannot divorced from our children. How untrue, and how a stupid cliché ! THEY, children, have found a way to divorce from their parents. Look how smart they are !

Ironically, even the Bible give them the aboslute rights to do so. In a time where the faith goes mad and the churches are becoming empty, I find it sarcastic that the mean  and rude people are referring to the Bible.

I am getting old.