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tskks 
4:24pm Saturday
November is going by too fast. My husbands b-day in on Nov.23rd. He would have been 54. So young. Oh dear God what happened to him? How could his heart have failed? He was so young, I need him. I miss him. I love him. He was a runner, a biker, worked out regularly, watched what he ate. Oh dear God why did he have to die in Mexico. I will probably never fully understand what happened. I keep thinking it would help but it wouldn't. Nothing will help because nothing is going to change this situation. I'm so anxious about the next few months. His b-day in November. Christmas in December.My b-day in Jan. Valentines day and the anniversary of his death in Feb. How much pain can one take and keep on going. I need to draw closer to you God, my comfort and my strength. You don't promise bad things will never happen to us just that you will be there when they do. Thank you for the gifts I have received knowing David is joyous in your kingdom. Help me to find new purpose in my life and to live a life pleasing in your sight.
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Lord Jesus be close to this broken hearted wife..comfort her and hold her in Your loving arms dear Lord...help her Lord thru this season...the coming holidays and days ahead...in your Blessed Name Jesus..amen.
rileyann
As frightening as it is you will survive. You have the strength from the Lord in your heart and He will guide you along the way. Right now my purpose is being on this site to encourage others because these people helped me so much. I wait on the Lord to lead me on to whatever He has for me. This is a blessing we have that so many need to accept. I care. Sharon, Your new friend.
Shrn
All the 'firsts' are the toughest. But take each day as it comes. You WILL get throught them all. Take each hour one at a time if you have to. Jesus leads us anc upholds us step by step. We have all been through it and like you, none of us like it but we made it. We can ask why because it seems so point less to have lost that life partner, but only God knows the asnwer. It takes alot of faith to really grasp hold on that. But Keep on believing, on ad keep on keeping on.. If you can, try to put yourself into making someone else's day. Bring a smile to them, even if you don't feel like smiling yourself.
Earn