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andrealopez 
1:09pm, November 5, 2009
Crap.
I miss him again. Everytime I have to go over and see him, I miss him a day or two later.
I try not to have contact, but as we sort out our financial stuff into individual accounts, etc. I can't help but miss him about 18 hours after I see him. Even talking on the phone is hard.
I hate that there is so much "gruffness" in our voices when we talk. I want my husband's sweet, loving voice. God I miss him so much. I wish he would reconcile, but I know he is still into the other woman and talks to her for hours. Now that she moved into her own place she is free to call him even at night.
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How was your marriage before he cheated? Was it aloving and kind relationship....or were there lots of problems? Sounds like you're heartbroken and he is moving on with life.
asadheart
It was great before he cheated. He changed when he was laid off. He tried to protect me from what his scared feeling of being out of work and confided in "his friend" instead which created an emotional bond.
andrealopez
Take a deep breath... The more independent of him you are, the more likely he will respect you and see you differently. Then, if you are still available, good for him, but probably somebody else will be smarter and get you...
LuisaN