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ladymnlite 
10:53am, November 6, 2009
I have to say, I haven't done very well with either of my new goals. When I rest, I don't get the housework done and I feel really guilty about that. I haven't even been putting forth much of an effort to exercise either this week. I feel like a failure sometimes when I sit down and be honest about those goals...
However, I am not as depressed as I was a week ago or the week before that. I still don't want to go to work today and I didn't want to go yesterday. I went in yesterday and today I'm still trying to fight the urge to call off. In my mind I keep telling myself that I could stay home and catch up on the housework and give my new meds time to kick in. I think it's just an excuse and I don't want to give in because if I do it now I'll want to keep calling off for whatever reasons I can find or make up.
I'm so tired right now... I just want this week to be over so I can relax on Sunday and Monday and maybe catch up on my housework somehow.
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I decided to stay home after all. I tried taking a shower to see if it would make me feel better but instead I felt like I was going to throw up and so I'm still at home resting and hoping that tomorrow will be a better day.
ladymnlite
You did the same as me. Now, I have to work tommorow to make up, c'est la vie I guess. Got a new med yesterday, trazadone.
Waverly
Sometimes we just need a day to get ourselves together, I guess...I hope the trazodone works well for you. So far it's been working for me.
ladymnlite
Would love to chat with you sometime again. Tgc.
Waverly