ladymnlite's Journal

My day at work went pretty well until the last 5 minutes but then I quickly spiraled back to my constant state of sadness.  As soon as I got there I found out that we are in fact moving tomorrow... yay!  I was eagar to be helpful so in my haste, I broke my "no overtime" rule and volunteered to come in early tomorrow to help since I know they will need all the help they can get.  I was sent to the new building to help unpack (another yay because no one ever lets me go over there right now).  It wasn't until I was about to go that I got the emotional slap in the face.

One of my co-workers was complaining that she had to print out all of the medication count sheets.  I just updated all of these sheets and printed them out about a week or two ago and my supervisor was aware of this... the same supervisor who asked the other girl to do it.  So, she's complaining that she doesn't have time to make sure they are right.  I tell her that the job is already done and she basically tells me that it's not.  I'm just so pissed off right now because here she is doing this, and she's going to take credit for the work that I did and make me look like I didn't do it right the first time when I know that I did.  I cried most of the way home from work and snapped my rubber band quite a bit.  I just feel like I can't do anything right and I mess up everything that I touched.  The irony here is that my therapist wanted me to go to an appointment to get meds tomorrow which would have meant that I would have needed to call off to make it to the appointment.  I said I'd wait until Monday but now I'm a mess... though I know I can hang in there and it will be ok.  Right now is just not the best time for me though... not at all.

As for my goals I did relax before work but I don't feel like exercising now... so that's a goal to try again for tomorrow.