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KittyGotClaws20 
10:55pm Friday
Srsly it feels like I'm never going to graduate because I was out sick for like three weeks and got absolutely nothing done in my classes. I'm so set back and have no clue how to catch up in time. I cant move out or do anything until I graduate and this new program my school is using, E2020 is really hard I can't concentrate on their stupid lectures because there are certain little ticks that most ppl have that really bother me. Like the way this old fat chick today was talking R.E.A.L SLOW like I was f*cking retarded in some way, I couldnt listen to her, all I concentrted on was her saggy boobs. And theres another chick that has really tiny boobs and really broad shoulders and screwed up eyes and man hands, I cant stand how she flails them around like shes crazy . . . I can't stand watching most ppl talk theres always something that I dislike about any given person. What the hell do I do to continue living simple daily life. Everthing seems like its falling all to hell. meh.
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well...you need to get treatment my friend and get on the right meds and the right dose is the first thing. Next dont let it overwhelm you and do the best you can and thats all you can do. If you can put in more time and effort then that may help. If not, then you cant... and maybe ask for help from the teacher. The obsessing about others is a part of this disorder and can be dealt with with zoloft and others or changing our thoughts with practice. The important thing here is to not give up and know this will end and get better and your a good kid that got dealt a crummy hand in life right now but you have so much going for you, and your a gift to this world, and we need you here. blessings to you always bye
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