vibrant1's Journal

I'm starting to get an idea that might be realistic and caring toward myself. I realized that my plan of getting a job at a spa near where I want to live and saving to move into an apartment there is very good, and I will still do it, but first I will take some time, at least a month, to seriously focus on my recovery and inner child work, away from my mother, in the sacred home of my very wonderful and trusted friend. She'll be non-judgemental, listen, and be there for me through the ups and downs, I will have space to grieve, and to rage, and do what I need to do. It is okay for me to be away from the community I love for a while, in fact, I need a break. I'm feeling pretty clear about this, and grateful, and glad. It lines up with the needs I've been expressing in my journals, as well as the advice the I Ching was giving me that I didn't understand before. That feels really good. Thank you thank you thank you goddess, love you.