Gone.
October 20, 2009 10:37am
the pain of neglection can change a person I look in the mirror and I don't even recongnize me anymore so many claim to be there for …
Elishab123 
8:25am, October 25, 2009
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About Me
Elishab123
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About Me
I'm currently 16 yrs old, going through the stresses of life. I'm out going, and helpful, a great listener who loves to be loved, and loves to love, but its hard in a world of unconcerned people, who don't care, and don't understand what your going through. Im hoping to find people who need my support, as I need theirs, and we can be there for each other.
I'm currently 16 yrs old, going through the stresses of life. I'm out going, and helpful, a great listener who loves to be loved, and loves to love, but its hard in a world of unconcerned people, who don't care, and don't understand what your going through. Im hoping to find people who need my support, as I need theirs, and we can be there for each other.
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Elishab123 and kmungles are now friends 4:18pm
Monday
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Elishab123 turned 17 12:00am
October 20
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Elishab123 and wd09 are now friends 12:21pm
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Elishab123 joined the Loneliness support group 11:05am
I feel alone the majority of the time. I don't have alot of friends,and Im not going to a public school,…
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Elishab123 gave fashion1111 a high five 11:00am
you'll get through this, send me a message if you want to talk more, I can really relate. =]…
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Hey welcome to DS! I know you will find support and meet many great people here. I hope you are doing well and just know that you are not alone. I am here if you ever need anything. All my best, take care and be safe, Stephan
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Close Financial Challenges
for a number of reasons, one being that I feel like I have the weight of the world on my shoulders because my mom can't work, and can't take care of me, and now I have to go to school and work a job, plus pay for things such as transportation, a phone bill, internet for my school, and now most recently health insurance. And the best part, my mother and I relationships was never great to begin with, and now has only gotten worse.
Treatments
- Earn Money Somewhat Helpful
- so far in the last six months since I started working, Ive quite my fast food job, making min. wedge, and got a new job makin a dollar more, and thats closer to me. however a dollar doesn't make for a whole lot of a difference, and I feel like I'm having a hard time concentrating on school, and work. But having to work and go to school is stressful, but bills are even more stressful.
Close Breakups & Divorce
I was left pretty broken up inside when my 1st love broke my heart and left me with no explanation, then through out the years I came to find out I had done nothing wrong and that he just wanted me to experience life, but that wasn't the experience I experienced. I feel like a part of me died then, and Ive been trying so very hard to find a piece of that happy, free spirited, loving person, but I feel trapped, unable to love, or truly love myself. But I'm always trying, hoping one day I will.
Treatments
- Pets Working / Worked
- when I had cats and dogs as pets in the past, it really did help. I had something I cared very much about, and loved, and loved me back. theres truly no better feeling, then to know something loves you unconditionally no matter what.
- Talking Working / Worked
- Ive often written poems about my pain. I was able to move on.
Open Depression - Teen
its hard for me to express myself. I feel like nobody really understands how I really feel inside because the people who usually want to 'help' me, don't know how I feel, and can't relate to me, or what I am going through. So on top of having a messed up life, now I feel alone, and I wake up angry and mad all the time, but really just hurt and depressed because I feel like nothings ever going to get better, and nobody understands what I'm going through, or how I feel.
Treatments
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- sometimes I find it hard to express myself verbally, because I blame myself all the time for things that aren't my fault, and I get choked up easily when I try and talk about my feelings, so the next best thing for me to get everything off my chest is to start writing. Its been working so far
Open Teen Anxiety
Lately since my life has changed practically over night, Ive been have overwhelming anxiety. I feel sick like I want to throw up, but didn't this last time, I get chills, and I have racing thoughts. I worry so much, and I never have anything one to talk to, and I never know when its going to happen either. I really didn't even know what it was til I explained it to my aunt who had told me about hers, and now I know. Its scary.
Open Loneliness
I feel alone the majority of the time. I don't have alot of friends,and Im not going to a public school, I do school online, which isn't too bad, but does take away from your social expereience. But the real problem is, when Im in a room full of people, I really realize just how alone I really am. I don't have the greatest relationships with my family, and I just had to give my dog up. Great right? yea, tell me about it!
