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About Me
wickedwiz
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About Me
I'm a food addict of note (like to use the word "foodie" for the non-ED folk of the world...haha!) Developed anorexia after a break up, which became bulimia after my mind and body reached breaking point, seesawed between periods of binge eating, and binge/purge...then found laxatives and exercise worked just as well...now suffer from nocturnal binge eating syndrome, exercise bulimia and food obsession!!! eeekkk!
I'm a food addict of note (like to use the word "foodie" for the non-ED folk of the world...haha!) Developed anorexia after a break up, which became bulimia after my mind and body reached breaking point, seesawed between periods of binge eating, and binge/purge...then found laxatives and exercise worked just as well...now suffer from nocturnal binge eating syndrome, exercise bulimia and food obsession!!! eeekkk!
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Interests
Exercise?!? haha, although alot of the time done for the wrong reasons and to the extreme, i do love it...was a sports person so its in my genes :); I'm also interested in science (my work, and my passion!!), dancing, and most of all loving my partner, and thanks to South African law, my future wife (who also happens to suffer from an ED-so imagine our house...crazy alot of the time!)
Exercise?!? haha, although alot of the time done for the wrong reasons and to the extreme, i do love
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I have days with the same thoughts. These are the cards we are dealt. Thinking and wishings things were different is just want we always do...hope. Hope we will be better. Hope tomorrow will be 'the day' we stop. Hope our lives will magically be perfect. Yet, no one is perfect. Our eating will NEVER be perfect whether it is one scoop (we'll get mad me even had one) or the entire container of ice cream. We will constantly put ourselves down by hoping to be better, stronger, more in control. Stop hoping and wishing. Think of the NOW. Right NOW I'm not binging when I could. Right now I could go eat but I chose not to. Keep thinking and forcing yourself to think of now and say something good you are doing. We have to start being kind to ourselves. It is cause of our illness. Why else would we hurt ourselves if we didn't love us?
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