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MorganVa 
10:48pm, October 18, 2009
This Halloween was good...I think. I don't remember and that's the scary part because it has sort of made me realize that maybe I have more of a drinking problem than I thought.
Now I've been drinking a lot less because in the past, I've had some bad issues with alcohol. Being drunk at school almost every day, got to the point where I was throwing up blood.. Stuff like that.
I stopped and started only drinking with my brother and friends though sometimes I sort of relapse and get wasted on my own. My brother never likes when I do that.
This halloween though...
Looking through pictures, it occurred to me that I don't remember 99% of it. At all. There was even a picture of me by a bonfire that I never knew existed and I keep thinking, what if I fell in? I think I fell somewhere, my right side of my face is completely messed up and I can barely move it. I think I gave myself a concussion but I don't remember how. Not to mention my whole body is covered in scrapes and bruises that are all mysteries to me.
Not only this, but Sunday never happened for me. The party was Saturday night but I think I drank all Sunday as well because I don't remember waking up or anything. I woke up on Monday and couldn't remember two bloody days. Then, I was extremely hungover for two more days. In fact, I'm basically JUST recovered now.
I know it was a holiday and all but still..
