my life is poop
October 30, 2009 11:08pm
I feel crushed, smothered, stepped on, snuffed out, smooshed like a spider. Invaded, used, lied to... I'm nothing, worthless, empty. Invisable. I …
LizaIG 
11:11pm, October 30, 2009
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can't sleep
October 22, 2009 11:39pm
I have to see my psychiatrist at 7am tomorrow and I just knew I would be wide awake tonight. Did I set myself up with negative thinking? Maybe, …
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oy vay
October 19, 2009 6:10am
Feeling some anxiety this morning. Tough night, hard to sleep as usual. Ambien does nothing for me and Trazadone gives me a huge hangover. Hope the …
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Flower
Thanks Liza, it's definitely flat affect but we're treating it like full out depression just to be on the safe side. *SIGH* I'm still sensible enough not to make any rash decisions until I'm back in my right mind again. I hope things are going well for you! HUGSSSSSSS!
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Rainbow
Thank you. I'm better at being centered and supportive for others than I am for myself, but it's all good practice. Feel free to write me any time. :-)
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you're 34?? no way! Look more like 18 lol
UR Welcome
From acuriousfish
October 19
my pleasure :)
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I'm pretty much alone with my illness. I have my husband, and doctors and very few family who treat me like a china doll, breakable. I need people who can empathize with me and help me through the tough times, at least a little bit. Thanks. Liza
Treatments
- Abilify Working / Worked
- Weight gain but stabalized mood. Would rather be fat than manic.
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Calming.
- Celexa Somewhat Helpful
- Geodon Not Working
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- One on one is better for me.
- Lamictal Not Working
- HIVES!
- Lithium Working / Worked
- Worked until it burned out my thyroid.
- Seroquel Not Working
- Had seizures, major vertigo, accidents that caused injury. Bad stuff for me..
- Tegretol Not Working
- Topamax Not Working
- Trileptal Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Didn't feel a thing.
- Paxil Working / Worked
- On it now again and feeling better.
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Klonopin Working / Worked
- Needed more and more to get it to work.
- Valium Working / Worked
- Good experience because it also helps to relax your muscles if you have an anxiety problem as well.
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