Journal Entry for November 20, 2009
November 20, 2009 7:33am
Ok so it was either get help or kill myself. I'm not gonna get all the help I want, but hell it's a start.
I showed my parents my cuts …
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moonflower22 
9:02pm Thursday
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About Me
moonflower22
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About Me
I have a lot of issues, I get a lot of depression and I am very unhappy wishing life was better. I am a hopeless flirt, I don't crave attention, as a matter of fact I am antisocial. I hate where I live and I doubt I'll ever be happy. I love breaking the rules.
I have a lot of issues, I get a lot of depression and I am very unhappy wishing life was better. I am a hopeless flirt, I don't crave attention, as a matter of fact I am antisocial. I hate where I live and I doubt I'll ever be happy. I love breaking the rules.
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Interests
Music is my passion, it is one of the only things that help express myself, I love sleep since it's very hard to fall asleep. Poetry is my other way to express myself. It has deep meaning and holds a message. I love texting, I got unlimited texts :)...umm that's it I guess.
Music is my passion, it is one of the only things that help express myself, I love sleep since it's very
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moonflower22 commented on their journal entry Journal Entry for November 20, 2009 8:31pm
Well it doesn't bother me that they cheated on me that much. Not enough to depress me or make me bipolar.…
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moonflower22 started a goal to Get mentally heathy.
Give your support! 7:40amThrough therapy, medication, support, resources. Anything that will help me get better. Maybe even the…
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moonflower22 wrote a journal entry: Journal Entry for November 20, 2009 7:33am
Ok so it was either get help or kill myself. I'm not gonna get all the help I want, but hell it's…
Thursday
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moonflower22 updated their status 9:02pm
Trying to stop cutting, but addictions are hard to break…
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I feel depressed...again
November 15, 2009 3:36am
Life is full of too many test's. It's a game, you have to play by the rules that everyone sets out for you or else you are at loss. Why do we …
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What a horrible day ahead of me...
November 9, 2009 7:00am
I'm trying not to fucking hurt myself but I dont even think about it. God I'm so annoyed with myself I hate it. I have stopped smoking. and …
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I could puke!
November 4, 2009 4:18am
I feel so horrible, earlier i got a panic attack and it made me cut and throw up. its awful. my stomach hurts so bad i dont feel good at all and my …
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Angry and upset
November 1, 2009 5:58am
OMG!!! I fuckin hate my dogs. We had to pick the 2 most retarded animals ever created! I was trying to avoid freaking out cuz my period freaking …
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Moment of Peace
no turkey slaughtering
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I’m With You
I’m With You
Aww I'm sorry to hear that :( Do u wanna talk about it? I'm here anytime u need 2 talk hun. I hope u feel better soon. Hugs!
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Every passing second is another chance to turn it all around.
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hey there how are you doing?
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Support Groups
Close Depression - Teen
I have depression and I'm searching for support
Treatments
- Art Considering
- Not very helpful but I put pride in my work
- Prozac Not Working
- I think the dose is to low
- Talking Not Working
- I talk to my mom but I feel guilty, she feels like she failed me, I talk to my boyfriend and he feels the same way
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- I use poetry, it helps me cope but I can only write so much
Close Self-Injury
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- I hated it, it made things worse
- Rubber Bands Not Working
- It was a bad idea
Open Bisexuality
I am bisexual and want to talk with people like me
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have severe depression
Treatments
- Meditation Somewhat Helpful
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- I'm to much of a negative person for it to work
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- All it did was make me more depressed
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Not Working
Open Teen Sexuality
Type: Birth ControlI am a teen and I am sexual
Open Insomnia
I absolutely cannot sleep and I hate it, I'm hoping I can find new techniques to sleep.
Treatments
- Counting Sheep Not Working
- It just bores me to death, it doesn't make me sleepy at all
- Lavender Somewhat Helpful
- It help's relax me
- Meditation Considering
- It kinda help's but it takes a lot of concentration
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- I like relaxing music, but sometimes it stimulates my mind to much
- Reading Not Working
- Lol, I get way into my books
