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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) Depression

I am suffering with depression and felling like if this is life it's not worth living. I'm trying to seek help in every way possible for my kids and my moms sake, I guess mine as well. I am seeking the support of people who can understand what I'm feeling and going through without judgement and criticism. I am suffering in silence because of embarassment, shame, and fear of what people will think and their lack of understanding. I really do want to get better

Treatments

Lexapro Somewhat Helpful

Used it in the past I think it worked but I stopped using it as I am not good at taking meds

Positive Thinking Not Working

I try really hard but it seems this depression takes over most days

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

Tried last year but my sessions were cut short because for some reason my counselor could not continue and wanted to pass me off to someone else and I wasn't comfortable with that. It helped somewhat but obviously not much if I'm here