Ellie1978's Journal

Its been a while since I last wrote. Things haven't been horrible, but they haven't been great either. My business has been busy, which is great... but tiring too. I started dating a guy who's 6'3, blonde with blue eyes, runs his own business... smart, funny, and sooo cute... only to find out about his criminal history, p.s.-hes going to jail next month for a while *sigh*. So so much for that, lol. I can't have someone like that in my life.  I've had a friend get shot, one get into a car accident, and too many other things to even BEGIN to list here. Needless to say, this has all gotten me off track and I lost my focus somewhere..if anyone finds it, send it to my inbox, lol.

So here I go yet AGAIN... starting over as it were, trying to lose the weight and get my life under control. I have bought a workout tape by Jillian Michaels, you may know her from the show The Biggest Loser. She's the brunette trainer...hardcore and unappologetic...just what I need for that extra push to get motivated! I have also been debating starting a food program like Seattle Suttons or  Jenny Craig...something along those lines to help me out initially.  I am also working on getting insurance again (being self employed SUCKS in this aspect). That way I will be back on Metformin and birth control and I think that will help things as well.

More as things progress... wish me luck! :)