Its been a while since I last wrote. Things haven't been horrible, but they haven't been great either. My business has been busy, which is great... but tiring too. I started dating a guy who's 6'3, blonde with blue eyes, runs his own business... smart, funny, and sooo cute... only to find out about his criminal history, p.s.-hes going to jail next month for a while *sigh*. So so much for that, lol. I can't have someone like that in my life. I've had a friend get shot, one get into a car accident, and too many other things to even BEGIN to list here. Needless to say, this has all gotten me off track and I lost my focus somewhere..if anyone finds it, send it to my inbox, lol.
So here I go yet AGAIN... starting over as it were, trying to lose the weight and get my life under control. I have bought a workout tape by Jillian Michaels, you may know her from the show The Biggest Loser. She's the brunette trainer...hardcore and unappologetic...just what I need for that extra push to get motivated! I have also been debating starting a food program like Seattle Suttons or Jenny Craig...something along those lines to help me out initially. I am also working on getting insurance again (being self employed SUCKS in this aspect). That way I will be back on Metformin and birth control and I think that will help things as well.
More as things progress... wish me luck! :)
Just a little update.This week has been terrible...do you know I haven't made it to karate class ONCE this week?? :( I suck, lol. I had a late night working on Monday, continuing education class for work on Tuesday, client meeting on Wednesday. and I was out running last minute errands for Halloween for work and ME tonight! (Had a few costume details to iron out, lol.) And of course tomorrow night I'm going to a couple of Halloween parties...so no class again. Maybe I'll feel like getting up at 8am on Saturday and going to THAT class.... unlikely, but hope springs eternal. We'll have to wait and see how drunk I get, lol.
Happy Halloween all!
xoxox
~ellie~





