ElodiesMom's Journal

I think I've been borderline obsessed with TTC baby #2 for the past nine months, and now that I'm coming up on either a BFP or a BFN in the next week or so, I've decided to come up with a game plan to cope with the negative if we don't get good news this month.  We had a self-defense demonstration tonight at my moms' group meeting, and it really inspired me to get back into shape.  My most recent excuse has been that since we're "trying," I don't want to risk screwing up my cycles by working out too much (I know that makes almost no sense, since I'm sure I wouldn't be exercising hard enough to cause AF to stop!).  My hubby's out of town during our "window" next month (and well before it too), so since there's no way we would be able to conceive anyway, this takes care of my last excuse!  Hopefully, this will be a non-issue, as we'll finally see that 2nd line on the stick, but it feels good to have a back-up plan, just in case.  I'm sure I'll still cry, but at least I'll be able to put my restlessness to good use as energy to burn off those 10-20 pounds I could stand to lose! :)