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firefly1960 
1:21am, November 7, 2009
Well busy day at work today. Run run run...I am so weary of life. I just want to curl up in a ball and go away to be with my boy. I am lonely and afraid to face the day. I wish this would all just fisappear and my life would be happy again. Oh Matty...I miss you so much baby. If I would have known this was going to happen...
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bless your heart...i am praying for all by DS friends while I am away (leaving tomorrow) to visit my mom...there is no computer there....i know you are hurting...i woke up this a.m. very early...brandon on my mind....just wishing i could have known....but these are things not in our control...you could not have known...my heart goes out to you as you have to face another work day...it has to be hard but again, maybe it is your saving grace...to be active. i hate that you are lonely...so much loneliness in the world...i wish for you and all of us that we could go back to before...that things were happy again...but reality speaks louder than wishes. Your pain is still a fresh wound and it will take a while longer for this to ease or be bearable...but even then...we still wish we were with our boys. I pray that God holds you up and gives you all the peace and strength just to get through each day.Love and hugs, Dale..Brandon's Mom
Kingsdaughter
I know your misery too, for so long i wanted to lie in a field and never get up. But i am starting to find a little peace now and i know you will too at some point, but it is a slow old process. Just want you to know i am thinking of you. Take care x
Cherylsmum
My heart aches with you. So many times I wanted to never wake up. It's indescribeable pain and the heart longs for our children. Face each day even in fear and do your best. In time the days will be worth looking forward to again. Much love. Robin
Robin4
I'm sorry you are feeling so sad and my heart is with you. Just know that many thoughts are with you.......hugs, Kim
KimRW
I am so sorry as I know that sad, helpless feeling also. I woke up that way this morning. Thinking of you Kay Suzie 31
suzie31
Thanks everyone for the prayers. I made it. I have been bad today. Head ache, hot flashes, ringing in ears. I think blood pressure is off. Going to my Doctor on my next day off.
Tonight I pray that we will all rest peacefully and have only happy dreams of our babies. Love to you~Julie
firefly1960
thanks Julie! praying that God will heal u from the top of your head 2 the bottom of your feet. tuck u under His wing & give u a big bear hug! praying 4 His peace & comforter 2 fill your heart. hv a restful & sweet sleep. Proverbs 16:24 "Pleasant words are a honeycomb, sweet to the soul and healing to the bones." blessings of health, hugs, & lol. bess
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