justblue67's Journal

sorry i havent checked on anybody but ive had to be at work at 5 all week that means im up at 345 . then i had to work yesterday all 10 hour days . u wouldnt think 2 hours would make a differece but it tires u out . then yesterday after work i went to mamas . she was kinda out of it .i took her out to eat . but she just wasnt right . we are told its the lack of oxygen to her brain .but that does not make seein her like that any easier . she has been fallin to . 2 times this week my sister had to get her out of the floor . luckly she hasnt been hurt yet .. anyway .... my goal o9f not worrying about tomarrow is not workin out to well .i think i would worry even if things were going smooth . mama said i came in this world worrying    

    i dont no what to do about my ( ex ) girlfrind . i dont even no if she is my ex. she moved from goergia to ohio . she says she still loves me .but do i bleive that . i wont to so bad . but you dont leave the people u love . or do u ? i let her take a cell phone which i still pay for with her so i could have some contact with her but i get 1 text a day telling me goodnite . i just dont no what to do . i love her and thats all i no .