Shitty Day
October 17, 2009 12:23am
almost broke up with current boyfriend today. he seems fake. not that interested. so he played the sick card and i let him get away …
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MissinJohn 
12:21am, October 17, 2009
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About Me
MissinJohn
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About Me
I still miss my very first boyfriend. It's been 6 years. We were together for 4 years and planning to get married. It was the perfect relationship- we loved each other. I had a brain tumor that I didn't know about. It started making me act crazy. He broke up with me right before I went off to college. I don't blame him after the way I acted. I would have done the same thing. I didn't get the tumor removed until a year later. I wanted to tell him so badly why I was acting the way I was. I remembered his parents' phone number so I tried calling it, but they must have changed it. I could never find him since. I tried to move on and see other people, but nothing compares to what we had. I wish I could have him back. I wish I could find him. I know we would be together forever. sometimes I have dreams about him holding me and I wake up crying
I still miss my very first boyfriend. It's been 6 years. We were together for 4 years and planning to get married. It was the perfect relationship- we loved each other. I had a brain tumor that I didn't know about. It started making me act crazy. He broke up with me right before I went off to college. I don't blame him after the way I acted. I would have done the same thing. I didn't get the tumor removed until a year later. I wanted to tell him so badly why I was acting the way I was. I remembered
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I picked a picture of Clea DuVall because I look exactly like her. I even drew a picture of her for one of my art classes and pulled it off as a self-portrait. I guess you can say I like art.
I picked a picture of Clea DuVall because I look exactly like her. I even drew a picture of her for one
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November 2
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MissinJohn started a goal to Work on me.
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October 15
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MissinJohn changed their mood to Excellent 10:51pm
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MissinJohn and ADDbuster are now friends 1:11am
October 14
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MissinJohn gave cerealcity1 a hug 10:44pm
I'm sure you're not wrong ALL the time…
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MissinJohn commented on iluvhimstill’s journal entry Today, i just dont know 9:26pm
maybe he's just frustrated from quitting?…
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welll if you ever want a friend. I am here
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hope your day gets better sweetie...I'm here if you need to talk.
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Hi, was browsing though people and saw you. I have recently split from my fiancé and know how hard it can be to miss people. Hope someday you will be free of the sadness.
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Support Groups
Close Brain / CNS Tumors
I don't want to talk about it
Close Breakups & Divorce
I go through men like a box of tissues. I can't seem to get serious with anybody. Even when I'm with someone, I feel lonely
Open Depression
I can't decide if my sadness is rational or not... still missing someone after 6 years is pretty ridiculous. In fact, I don't talk about it with anybody because it just sounds so stupid and insane
Open Healthy Relationships
Currently with someone, been dating for 2 months... he's a lot of fun, but I have a feeling it's not going anywhere. The sex is fantastic
Open Healthy Sex
I sleep around... I'm sure it's not healthy
Open Vegetarians & Vegans
I'm vegan for the health benefits. I don't really care that much about animals
