I'm 29 yrs old, married and until recently felt like the happiest and luckiest person in the world. We had our baby girl Aurora at the end of August. She was so healthy, strong and beautiful and then 4 weeks later she passed on. Now my world is upside down, my heart is torn out and I don't know if Ill ever find it.
I'm 29 yrs old, married and until recently felt like the happiest and luckiest person in the world. We had our baby girl Aurora at the end of August. She was so healthy, strong and beautiful and then 4 weeks later she passed on. Now my world is upside down, my heart is torn out and I don't know if Ill ever find it.
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Roriesmom commented on adreannasmommy’s photo 1:07am
She has such beautiful eyes!…
Roriesmom commented on adreannasmommy’s journal entry Can't think of a title for this one! 1:02am
I think you have a very thought provoking way of seeing things that only parents who have lost a child…
Roriesmom commented on danimummy’s photo 8:23pm
Such a beautiful little girl!…
November 4, 2009 6:28pm
So I was at the cemetery this afternoon visiting my little one and a few rows behind where Rorie is buried there is the the grave of a little baby …
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Thank you for your message. I miss him soooo much. I still feel like a zombie and the tears come unexpectantly at some things. I see you used a pacifier? I thought if we tried again that a risk was we didn't use a pacifier. I think the risks are just studies of common happening in parents that lost their kids to SIDS. Somedays and especially night are the worst, my husband works the graveyard shift and its too quiet and all I can do is think of him and what if scenarios.
Thankyou for the message and thinking of Hudson and I today.I needed that. Today and lately haven't been so good.
ahh yes i know them well
you r in my prayers
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I lost my beautiful baby girl Rorie on Sept 27, 2009. She was 4 weeks old, healthy, and strong. She is my first child. I miss her more and more every day..,
