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eascusa 
12:17am, November 16, 2009
A Poem I wrote about 6 months ago about my two little boys 5 hours away with their father and his mistress that I never get to see anymore. One was just a newborn baby and the other "my little buddy". We were very close. It was just him and I when I was pregnant with his brother and their father abandoned us all in a Motel room. He was 8 years old at the time but we both managed to still be happy at his coming and looked forward to his little brother and my miracle baby and last child I would ever have. The Dr's told me before I got pregnant with him that I was unable to have any more children. 8 years later I became pregnant with Adam and he and I barely survived it. To just be taken away from each other shortly after is something I can't seem to get over or heal from. Maybe some day it will be better. That day won't be I'm sure until they are in my arms again for good as the poem goes on saying.
There's One thing
I think everyone can agree on
and that is that it takes someone very lucky to find true love....
It's as if the star's in heaven have to line up just perfect on some faithful night
to grant you your wish....
It is truly special to find the love of your life.....
However, in my life time I was lucky enough to find two true loves!
How lucky Am I....
My dreams are filled of you....
The room has the sound of your laughter all around me....
I close my eyes and you are there....
My heart yearns for you again....
Every breath I take is for you, I gladly take for you....
If you will be here again...
Two very special little boy's....
How lucky Am I!
When the nights get too long and the day's too hard from being without you
I dream a dream of you, my dreams are full....
There filled with your presence....
There I presume to remind me of what's waiting for me at the end of the road....
two sets of sparkling big blue eyes...
two beautiful little smiles that can take your breath away....
How lucky Am I!
You are my grace, my greatest achievements and
I cant help but to simply adore you!
True beauty, True wonder's, and True magic.....
Each day inspiring me, reminding me of the day
you both will be in my arm's again....
This time forever and ever...
Yes, two loves, Wow!..
How lucky am I
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Wow, the poem is beautiful. How sad, I feel my own heart breaking over your situation. Being separated from your babies omg as a mother I think I know how you feel, how I imagine you feel. I hope they are back in your arms very soon.
AzSherryberry