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Lexiconfused 
3:22pm, October 28, 2009
Sunday, October 18th, 2009
It is 9:28 PM. I am sitting on the porch again, but this time with very little privacy, due to the fact that my fiance won't leave me to myself for longer than 5 mins. i dont mean to complain i love him so much, its just sometimes i need ME time. thats not to much to ask.
So he asked me about this site and what its for, so i told him. He said he was sad that he cant relate enough to me to help me with my problems, and that one day he hopes i will be able to share with him what im going through. i do hope that one day i will be able to share with him how much my depression, ed's and social anxiety affects my psyche, that and my deepest secrets that i cant even be honest with myself about.
i hope one day comes. but today is not it.
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Yep hope you do get more ME time, im sure if you tell him, he will be ok with it. I think one day you will tell him, sometimes its easier to chat to people who are not their with on a daily basis because then you are reminded, oh he knows lots of things about me. keep strong. here for you....
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Just so you know he may thing you are trying to meet up with other guys.....it is a natural thing with guys to wonder things like that. Some guys do it more than others. You do need to sit down with him and explain what you are trying to achieve with the site. Put him a bit more at ease and release the tension that has been created since you are keeping some information from him.
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