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Lexiconfused 
3:22pm, October 28, 2009
Saturday, October, 17th, 2009
It is 7:01 PM, and i am. once again, in the backyard, sitting on the deck. I don't know what to feel anymore. its like that stage of my whole..."omg my world is crashing down on me" phase has turned to the numbness stage...and now its like idc...about anything, except Mace. He i will undoubtedly care about...only because he's the only thing keeping me here...and sane...well not sane..but sane enought to not cause suspicion.
I dont want to be instiutionalized or anything:D lol
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Depression doesn't make you "crazy" friend. :-) You WILL make it through this.
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