lenacat22's Journal

I have looked at my life and  the lives of the people around me

. I have  found i'm clingy and that it's not just for

friendship. i eny codependent on one of the teachers i have

too, she helped me all the times i've been here, cheaking my

spelling , helping me find the right words. Grammer and essay

formating. she was there when i cryed in the summer , and she

was there at mid turmes helping me with my essays . but i don;t

want to burden her, and i don't want to be codependent . i know

i can do this all by my self. so we will see if i make it .

Ps: j is doing fine and i'm not clinging to her in body or

mind. i know she is doing OK, so there is no reason to worrie ,

but in the end i still do alittle

I'm scared , i'm worried :'( will i suirvive here, will i

perish under emotions and homework. 
 should i swich schools , or stay were am . but which school is

better for me , what caree is better for me . what should i do

?.......

vet tec or bio. both, but then what

 THEN WHAT ? !!!!