Journal Entry for November 4, 2009
I really don't know what to say today. I do feal better which is a good thing. The lego item i bought on ebay i found out i can't buy. I did …
I was born with Neurofibromatosis, noone else in my family has it. When i was 25 the docter said i have NF2. I'm in pain everysingle day and i don't remember aday i've not had pain. I have to work hard at staying poitive and trying to beat my deppersion that comes from being in chronic pain, all the medication i take, being lonely etc. I cant belive how bad my NF2 has gotten so much worse. In the past seven yrs i've had to use a moterized wheelchair to walk long distances. So i relize i have alot to change but with the Lord all things can be done and through the help of friends which is why i'm in here at DS.
I was born with Neurofibromatosis, noone else in my family has it. When i was 25 the docter said i have NF2. I'm in pain everysingle day and i don't remember aday i've not had pain. I have to work hard at staying poitive and trying to beat my deppersion that comes from being in chronic pain, all the medication i take, being lonely etc. I cant belive how bad my NF2 has gotten so much worse. In the past seven yrs i've had to use a moterized wheelchair to walk long distances. So i relize i have alot
Worken on Legos, Reading Fiction, and Nonfiction, mostly Christain Suspence/Mystery/Fantasey and Nonfiction Military Stories. When they need it and ask me i enjoy helping friends . I enjoy listening to Christain Music, Also worken on getting closer with my Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ. Meeting new people and maken friends.
Worken on Legos, Reading Fiction, and Nonfiction, mostly Christain Suspence/Mystery/Fantasey and Nonfiction
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I really don't know what to say today. I do feal better which is a good thing. The lego item i bought on ebay i found out i can't buy. I did …
I don't know what is wrong with me? If i'm getting sick ( which i realy shouldn't because i have not been out hardly anywhere, but it …
I'm starten to get really sick of my life and whats been going on and not goiknng on. I don't know how to go about fixing it but i really …
I've been over at my friends house sinceThursday. i'm going to be here one more day. and then i'lll be going home and i cant wait. …
Because i have NF2 and would like to meet people and make new friends that have this deease and can understand what im going through. Also just to have someone to talk to is nice.
I'm dealing with a bad case of deppersion. Most is from chronic pain and liveing situation. Would like to meet people to talk . I belive talken to others helps.
i have a big problem with being out and haven lots of people around me. And when i'm in my wheelchair i'm INVISABLE and almost get hit by cars or stared at with looks of sympathey or ignorance.
I'm so tired 24/7. I can't sleep even when i'm sleeping my brain is still fighen the pain im in.