Journal Entry for October 12, 2009
Feeling really down today. I can't find a job. It's really wearing on me. I feel so useless.
I am unemployed right now. I've been on effexor for 2 years now. And it just doesn't seem to take the edge off. I am a christian. But not attending church. I have no close friends to speak of. No real passions. Married 14 years, no kids. Not very close to my husband. This is a sexless marriage. I have thoughts of wanting God to just take me away from all this. There is really not much to my life. I sit home alone most of the time. Can't find a job, feel worthless.
I am unemployed right now. I've been on effexor for 2 years now. And it just doesn't seem to take the edge off. I am a christian. But not attending church. I have no close friends to speak of. No real passions. Married 14 years, no kids. Not very close to my husband. This is a sexless marriage. I have thoughts of wanting God to just take me away from all this. There is really not much to my life. I sit home alone most of the time. Can't find a job, feel worthless.
Feeling really down today. I can't find a job. It's really wearing on me. I feel so useless.
need to talk. don't do go on the one on one sessions.