The latest and greatest...
November 22, 2009 2:34am
I have been making some pretty big changes recently...at least they seem that way to me...
Things with my anxiety and school were getting so bad that …
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KMC00
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About Me
KMC00
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About Me
Full-time Nursing Student, Part-time nanny, Part-time Nursing Assistant. I love my family and friends, and the kids I work with, I love helping and taking care of others. I have a pretty average family, my parents are still together, and I have 3 sisters. I would go to the ends of the eath and back for my sisters, and I do most of the time. I plan to have a career as a traveling pediatric nurse, and do volunteer medical work in 3rd world countries. I am generous, compassionate and sensitive
Full-time Nursing Student, Part-time nanny, Part-time Nursing Assistant. I love my family and friends, and the kids I work with, I love helping and taking care of others. I have a pretty average family, my parents are still together, and I have 3 sisters. I would go to the ends of the eath and back for my sisters, and I do most of the time. I plan to have a career as a traveling pediatric nurse, and do volunteer medical work in 3rd world countries. I am generous, compassionate and sensitive
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2 hugs given, 1 hug received, 1 journal post
Sunday
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KMC00 and pandora4150 are now friends 1:49pm
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KMC00 gave 101swoop101 a thanks 3:29am
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KMC00 joined the Self-Injury support group 3:02am
Self injured for 3 years in high school...after being raped the need to cut is returning...I havent hurt…
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KMC00 wrote a journal entry: The latest and greatest... 2:34am
I have been making some pretty big changes recently...at least they seem that way to me...Things with…
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Journal
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Quits
October 13, 2009 10:15am
I have had this killer migraine for 6 days now...it is just relentless! And it is sucking the life out of me. I had this essay exam …
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Hurt: My Story
October 9, 2009 6:23am
SO, I thought I was handling the whole thing...turns out I'm not so good at coping. Friday, November 14 2008. Irrovocably the worst …
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Ray of Sunshine
Hey, hope you're havin a great Friday!
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Thanks
Thanks for the hug :) Sorry I'm just getting it though, I haven't been online that much lately, LOL!
Chicken Soup
Thinkin of you
I’m With You
Yes and its so hard for the few ppl in my life that i have opened up to to be able to relate! they dont know what to say. they try to help but like one thing-the color of a particular camera could freak me out and give me a flashback/panic attack. i do hope hun that you find a group or something. someone to talk to who understands
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BIG BIG BIG HUGS
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Support Groups
Close Rape
Almost a year ago, I was date raped. It was my first sexual experience. I haven't spoken about the incident since I was treated at the SATC (Nov. of 2008). I have night terrors, and cannot sleep more than an hour at a time. I have frequent panic, and anxiety attacks. My family does not know. My inability/unwillingness/fear to discuss and heal from this is affecting my performance in school, at work, and on my friendships.
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Not Working
- I recieved medical treatment. (ie. pregnancy test, antibiotics, STD screening, physical exam) at the Sexual Assault Treatment Center (SATC) shortly after the incident in NOv. 2008. Nothing since then. It made me feel ashamed, and exposed.
Close Anxiety
Anxiety from sexual assault. Having trouble keeping it under control.
Open College Stress
With everything elso going on in my life, I am having the most difficulty with even getting up every morning just to get to class. I am behind in everything. Hard to focus on studying when Im working 2 jobs, commuting, and trying to work on healing.
Open Loneliness
Can't seem to let people in, Im scared to trust, I fon't want to be hurt, or judged
Open Panic Attacks
KMC00 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
KMC00 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Self-Injury
Self injured for 3 years in high school...after being raped the need to cut is returning...I havent hurt myself in 2 years...trying my best to stay cut free! It is extremely difficult!
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- when i was still cutting my psychologist made me show/tell about it...definitely not helpful
